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Packing his luggage

2009-10-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

Ups and Downs in life. Not an uncommon phenomenon in everyone's phases of life.

This marks the end of my 5th season of my online journal, because, after every episode, one would need to step out again, and continue the road that he has chosen to walk on.

From the days in army, to the start of my school semester, to the events that happened during my working life, shall remain as precious memories that one will keep. Mistakes have been made. Lessons and experiences have been obtained. And as one continues his journey, one will continue to reflect on life incidences, and walk on ahead.

Eugene smiles and looks up.

He puts the Macha green tea cream into the fridge. She loads samples into Roche's cobas® 6000 instrument. Eugene smiles, heads back to the car, and off he goes to Changi Airport.

The time: 1.00am.

To be continued ...

fixing the red kite

2009-08-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

I've just survived a mid-term examination without attending any of its relavent lectures. I'm not boasting, perhaps i'm just giving myself an excuse to not do well in today's paper? But hey, today wasn't that bad! I'm attemting to achieve 90% for today.

Perhaps high hopes and dreams are causes of disappointments when the kite fails to soar up high. Perhaps.

As always, my brain is always distracted. Because I'm supposed to be preparing for yet another pre-lab quiz tmr! Goodnight!

'But Jesus immediately said to them:
"Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid."'
-Matthew 14:27-

blow wind blow

2009-08-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

My diet has been lacking of eicosapentaenoic acid for the longest of time, and my craving for my favourite raw fishes are strong!

Thankfully, my hit points have been regenerating since I was visited by the H1N1 influenza subtype. It's good to feel alive once again. With that, I am so behind of my current module. My mid term test tomorrow conprises of lectures that I didn't attend at all while my leukocytes were all out at war with the grandsons of the Russian Flu viruses.

And yes! No more driving lessons to attend anymore! Time to seriously start saving moolah, i'm going broke after playing around with the Toyota Vios at Ubi week after week. But oh well, driving itself is already an expensive lifestyle. But eh, what isn't expensive in singapore?

Taiwan steps up typhoon response as death toll edges up to 124

...It would be the first time US troops have stepped onto Taiwanese soil to deliver humanitarian aid since 1979 when Washington shifted its diplomatic recognition from Taipei to Beijing.

And in a sign of warming relations with China, Beijing offered to provide helicopters, The Taipei-based United Daily News quoted Fan Liqing, spokeswoman for China's Taiwan affairs office, as saying...

-> ChannelNewsAsia

We singaporeans, including this author, should seriously stop complaining about life. Be thankful for what we have and what we're blessed with. Oh well.

Have a blessed week ahead!

pen without ink

2009-08-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

There are many "first-times" in one's life.

And shedding tears in front of your Vaio laptop isn't (i thought) supposed to be one of them.

Life always take a turn unexpectedly, and I thought I already knew that. Ugh.

yellow brick road

2009-07-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

When I was younger, I told myself I would not walk onto the path of a full-time career and a part-time study programme. Considering all the experiences shared by those who were on that road before. Imagine packing your life with work in the day time, and night classes in the evening, imagine having to compartmentalize your brain as information from work and school do not complement each other, imagine putting extra effort to process these information and knowledge so as to attain a desirable functional understanding and output, imagine the late nights and early mornings.

And somehow due to some expected turn of events, i have fallen to this path. Haha, oh well. Perhaps most are attributable to my past mistakes in life. Lots of compromises are needed if one wants to survive in this journey. Unfortunately for me, I do not think have gave my all in this path yet.

The fear of compromising, and the sacrifices of my lifestyle could be my reasons I guess. Honestly, there's only a limited few whom i can seek advises from. Well, maybe none. I don't know who else is walking in this road too.

Because if one doesn't personally walk on and experience the yellow brick road, then one has NO right to claim that one understands the perils of the yellow brick road. Period.

Thank God I'm still alive though. Somehow. Haha. I am quite amazed actually, to be packing so many events in my little hours I have. I guess, if I wanna push myself to achieve better results, then more compromises would need to be made. Soon.

Less than 20 hours to "Light the Way" Worship concert in Lighthouse Evangelism (Woodlands)! See you all there!

Have a blessed night!! :)

Alien

2009-06-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

June's coming to an end. The start of July will mark the commencement of the 2nd half of 2009. Apart from finalizing my mid-year resolutions, and together with my new toys to accompany me, I guess i'm ready to face the remaining year with a Shout of Victory!

The neverending challenge of juggling between sleep/work/studies/entertainment/socializing/family/church/and more sleep is still a big hurdle. My boss once said to me some months back, "Don't expect yourself to have a life"

So true. Haha, but well, I guess with some form of compromising here and there, I can try to achieve what I want. Keyword: Try.

Reservist has made me lost contact from my current module. Molecular Genetics never seemed so alien to me before. My mid-term quiz is in about 20 hours time, and if I wanna score, I would need to expect a miracle from God.

Blessed night! I'll be at the bank tomorrow. I wonder how are the interest rates if we choose to deposit a bag of erythrocytes... hmmm...

training

2009-03-18T22:58:00.004+08:00

Taking public transport has been part of my life's equation since before my kindergarten days i believe. I've always fascinated by the railway network, the mechanics that trains travel on tracks, and am quite intrigued by the sheer engineering capabilities to allow a railway train to switch lanes at certain crossover points. I am thankful that I'm living in Pasir Ris. Very thankful in fact. Because my town is the terminal station for the east west line, where passengers coming from the west would have to alight at Pasir Ris, hence freeing up seats. Although I am still obliged to give up my space for someone who needs it more than me.

So many ways to spend our time on the train while seating down. One could rest, take a short nap, taking a pause in life while drowning oneself in one's favourite music. One could read, or perhaps study. A short catching up of notes before your next class perhaps. One could use the time to reflect and think about the day's events, and be thankful, while learning something from the day's experience.

I was heading back home this evening after my night classes, got a seat on the train, and this lovely song was playing, and speaking to me...

What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through rough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let my be your shelter my friend

= Corrinne May's "Shelter" =

The song was speaking to me. Because more than 70% of the events mentioned in the composition described me. Haha.

School was quite fun today. In one of our microscopic slide, after performing the usual basic gram staining, there was a smudge where there were more than a layer of bacterial cocci cells on each other. And from the view from the lens, it looked like an image of the Singapore Mobilization sign, remember the lil green image, that will keep flashing on TV whenever the Army wants to activate some reservist guys for some mob. Haha. Me and Victor began joking on how the army now uses such enhanced technology to activate people for mobs via a microscopic slide. Haha.

And so we thought it was over...

After class, Victor received a notification via his cell phone about his upcoming army mobilization in 2 weeks time.

Talk about signs.

Quest

2009-03-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

Just got home not long ago, after spending the afternoon in church, and studying with Jared. Took a dinner break with church friends, had a little whirl at the arcade throwing balls, and sent dearie home.

Now I'm ending my night at home, with my macbook, playing a very old Hillsongs United Live CD, entitled "Everyday". And I simply love it. The original pioneer united live band, with simple instruments, simple yet meaningful lyrics. To bask oneself in God's instrumentals and music, is a perfect way to end the week, and prepare oneself for another round of challenge that's awaiting us later today.

I'm finally feeling the effect of working fulltime and studying parttime in its full entity. It is definitely not easy, and it is indeed draining. I need to re-prioritize and certain habits and lifestyle has to be compromised for me to continue in my challenging path. I shall not give this quest up, even though I know it'll be slightly demanding. Haha, it's sounding like a real-life RPG game.

Broke down on friday too. Had a bad day. Was angry at myself and disappointed too. Why? For my past mistakes that I made that its effect is taking its course. For my super judgmental spirit that I know I shouldn't have. For failing in my financial planning for the month. For having a quarrel with dad. Oh well.

All the ups and downs in this journey called life. I will continue to improve and be someone better. I will try. We all have to don't we? :)

Have a blessed week!

I will wait
Reach out my hands
before you
My Keeper, I will come running
Into your arms,
Its you I long for
With all my heart

I want to know you
You are all I want
I want to know you
More

- Reuben Morgan -
- United Live: Everyday -

Preparing

2009-03-01T09:04:00.000+08:00

Term break will soon come to an end this week, and my transition phase of my lifestyle will soon need to be completed by this week. The official full time work + part time study will commence with another notch of difficulty.

But I will succeed! ROAR.

School timetable from 7th March is packed to its brim. New duties and responsibilities will be required from me from this Monday onwards. And with driving lessons that's coming up, it is indeed going to be a challenging month ahead. And I am looking forward to face it. Hoho.

How I will miss the great moments I had this month with friends and loved ones. Including the "pampering valentine weekend"; Batam trip with dearie, and Breakout, the korean dance comedy performance at the esplanade.

It's time to acquire some new items, equip some brand new accessories, pick a new ability from my recent EXP gain, and venture on to new area where new opportunities and mobs gather. It's time to grind once again.

Moments

2009-02-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

We are all selfish to a certain extent. Always wanting more than what's given to us during some points of our lives.

Take time for an example.

During our busy times during work, time seems to fly past pretty quickly when one is constantly involved in a certain project or task. And I like that.

But when one is having an memorable moment with loved ones, time seems to cheat on us, as a 3 hour moment can suddenly feel like an half-an-hour moment. This phenomena keeps on recurring somehow whenever I'm with my dearest. And I dislike it.

"Moments remind me
why we're together,
how amazing you are,
and how my life
just makes more sense
with you in it."

germination

2009-02-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

"in war, there is no real victor"
- Red Cliff II -

That is another reason why I choose to avoid conflicts whenever possible. Although conflict resolutions through certain fights and misunderstandings do strengthen the relationship of the parties involved, there comes a certain risk where prideful parties ensue conflicts with the intentions of domination or the refusal of abandoning/admitting their negativities. Looking around the world today, one would wonder when the next volcano would erupt and engulf this place we call "home".

I'm supposed to studying for my Basic Theory. And I ponder if im supposed to write notes or draw out flow charts / mindmaps like how I might do for a Science subject. Haha.

Knowing that a fellow brother has turned back to Christ really made my night today. I know back years ago, I did not really look after my planted seed very well, I neglected it for a long time, and perhaps, i guess, it was due to my lack of knowledge in that particular area during that period. But I thank God, the seed was still intact, and it has finally underwent germination again after years of dormancy, with the help of another member in christ whom I do not know. Thank you.

Everyday, I shall learn something new...

Have a blessed night everyone :)

blessed cow year!

2009-01-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance.
= Ecclesiastes 3:4 =

And what a joyous occasion it has been this Lunar new Year, the family reunion dinners, the gatherings, the new gained knowledge during all the visitations, all the great scrumptious food, and of course, the precious time spent with family and loved ones.

God's fair, because there's always a time for mourning. My computer has officially gone into a coma once again, probably the same hardware prob it has been giving me since years ago. Some dead CMOS thingy. Next objective for me to meet is to attain a portable harddrive and once when that CPU is up alive temporarily again, all my important data, work and images will be transferred over. Or at least i'll try to. Wish me luck man.

I'm sure this wednesday has been a tough day for everyone as we attempt to get back to our usual working spirit, I believe all of us are still in the holiday mood. Dragging myself off bed isnt easy on the 3rd day of the lunar new year. To all those who are working or studying, JIA YOU! Time to get back on track and be responsible citizens again! haha!

Visitation :)

Family dinner at Linda's place :)

More pics from our photoshoot in time to come... xD

toothpaste!

2009-01-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

If only if I begin recalculating all the medical expenses that I have incurred throughout my life since the day i was born...

Remember kids, brushing your teeth everyday is of utmost importance in your daily routine. Do not keep your teeth and gums clean if:

You do not want to enjoy eating for the rest of your life.
You want stinky breath,
You do not want to smile.
You enjoy wearing dentures.

In my opinion, point no.1 is the one that freaks me out whenever I think about it.

Spent another $120.60 on an Emergency Pulpectomy on my #26 tooth (i think), my 2nd last top left molar. Before the procedure, my dentist showed me the size of the hole in my tooth and I got a shock of life. I'm not surprised at the decay of the tooth but rather at why wasn't that decay detected earlier. Before attaining the highest rank of a civilian and gained my Pink IC last June, all NSFs are required to go for a dental examination prior to ORD. And that dentist at Kranji Camp gave a passing grade to my set of enamel. If there were signs of decay, I could at least be informed of it and take early action before my decay became worse. Unless the objectives of these dental checkups in NS are just "to check for wisdom tooths", and to extract them if neccesary.

Why am I expressing all these? Because my dentist said that the degree of decay of my tooth, would have began more than a year ago in order to have reached to the current stage.

Oh well, on the slightly bright side, at least I still can eat using my the other half!

Went for a lovely dinner at Seafood Harvest last saturday. Had their Dory Fillet with Sirlion Steak, while Linda had her favourite crayfish, with a tenderloin steak! And yep, their cows were delicious :) And yes I still wanna have more great meals! So kids, remember that your toothbrush is one of your best friend too yea.

Working has made me appreciative of time. To enjoy and be contented with the moments we have with loved ones, no matter how short it may be.

females

2009-01-22T11:51:00.000+08:00

3rd week into my job and I'm thankful for friendly and motherly colleagues. A female working environment. Talk about opressive females in my life. HAHA.

I'm joking! :)

The usual routine of buying a couple of new clothes is here again. And this Lunar New Year, three new formal tops have been added to my closet, including one given by Linda on Christmas :)

Grant me rest o' Lord :)

it isn't mine

2009-01-20T02:58:00.002+08:00

I guess its another reminder, that this life we have on earth is not ours.

Our bodies, are just an outer shell loaned to us, and is made by a complex integration of masses of protons, electrons and neutrons. And we do not know the true date when we have to return it our creator.

I feel sad at the sudden departure of yet another young soul who collapsed after a game of badminton last week. It demonstrated how fragile we humans are. No matter how one may seem healthy or how one may put an tremendous amount effort in looking after one self, there are still variables that are beyond our control.

And I'm still very thankful for my ability to breathe and live today, despite my incident almost 2 years ago.

All that i am
all that i have
i lay them down before you O' lord
all my regrets
all my acclaim
the joy and the pain,
i'm making them yours

things in the past,
things yet unseen
wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
all of my hopes,
all of my plans,
my heart and my hands are lift to you.

faith!

2009-01-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

I thank you all for those who kept me in prayer :)

I've cleared my medical checkup and my bloodtest, and my Hepatitis C is negative!

And so i began work today. A new environment, with new people all around, and with so many things to learn. Now time management is of utmost importance in my life now, since it's my first time juggling both work and my academics at the same time. Hoho. Still am excited.

But of course, in every challenges that one's facing, there are bound to be obstacles, big or small. I came home today and took a nap, and now i'm sneezing and sneezing and sneezing with a dripping nose. Ugh! Was fine when I left the hospital and during the journey back. Only about 45 mins after I woke from my nap, someone turned on my Nose Tap.

And I want to turn it off.

Stuff to take care of:
- Settle Tuition dates and materials.
- Update Deirdre about the tuition.
- Set up new printer.
- downloading of mp3 for thursday's choir pract.
- Study!
- Spend time with loved ones.
- Pray for advice.
- Sleep!
- Break my warcraft 3 game CD. Soon.
- Turn off my Nose Tap.

Another feet out

2009-01-05T10:00:00.000+08:00

To be able to sing once again really made me appreciative of my voice. Especially during the moments when I lost my voice during a throat infection one week before Camp Purity 2008. My voice recovered partially before camp, and due to the nature of camps, my voice was back to its hoarse state after camp. And although I feel that my higher voice register hasnt recovered, but i'm still thankful for the ability to talk and sing normally once again.

To be content with life, I guess cultivating the habit of thanksgiving for all the little that we have helps.

It's a brand new year again. Another year of challenges and opportunities. If all goes well, I should be starting work on 6th January, that is tomorrow! And i guess my lifestyle would have to change. No more late nights, no more overnight mahjong with Linda, Jia, Jared and Bel. No more Munchkiny monster-slaying with Daniel and friends. No more late night supper. Well, thats by theory I guess. I could perhaps squeeze some the above into the lil spare time if I have any.

Well, I guess this shall be new beginning for me. I'm quite excited actually. Haha.

Christmas!

2008-12-27T01:59:00.006+08:00

It's been a great Christmas this year. From Speedlight Purity Camp, Christmas dinner at home, Christmas worship service by Jia and Doug, and Christmas fellowship with the FFs and Jia's sisters and isaac!

I love this pic :)

Right after Purity camp, Mum organized a lil christmas dinner with my extended family, uncles and aunts. And i've learnt that some of them havent had the taste of turkey before! The food was great! Had a lil game of Bingo, and a lil treasure hunt game at my very own home. Mmmm.

But of course, this season isnt just about the food, presents, games and shopping.
It's about the birth of our Saviour, who gave us the gift of life. That perhaps explains the significance of the giving of gifts during this season.

Thanks Mum for everything, and my lil brother the photographer!

Received Corrinne May's "Beautiful Seed" Album this Christmas. Thank you so much Jared! She was first introduced to me by Grace, and i fell in love with her unique voice and her lyrics.

Went to bed last night with Corrinne's album in my mp3 on my com. With the companion of piano, lyrics and her voice, it was a perfect way to end the night to catch up on lost sleep due to the recent speedlight camp. Teared during one of her songs, "Five Loaves and Two Fishes".

"Every sacrifice and service to our Father should come genuinely from our heart, no matter how or small it may be."

Also loved the new brown formal shirt by Linda. Size fits perfectly :)

Dear Heavenly Lord,
I thank you for everything,
that you've generously provided.
For my breath and life,
now i know we're no longer seperated.

I thank you for your birth,
that you gave up Heaven,
to be like us for our sake.
You overcame death,
so we can escape any incoming plague.

I thank you for my family,
and my friends and loved ones,
I am grateful these precious gems.
I pray Lord that you'll keep them safe,
and shower blessings to each one of them.

Hole in the Wallet

2008-12-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

December has once again became a month of memories. Shopping, Christmas dinners, Speedlight camp, gift exhanges, laughters with friends and loved ones.

And how i dislike it when it has to come to an end.

Today I just had the most expensive visit to the doctor. Spent $192.60 for a blood test, for a Hepatitis C RNA test. I've nothing to say, the numerical figures speak for itself. Haha. I think it explains my moodless-ness (if there's such a word) for the day. I have nothing to hide though, I believe I'm clean!

Waiting for the camp pics, didnt bring my cam this year. And now that January is approaching, its time to switch back to my normal gear and prepare for my immunology examination soon. Yea.

Let it burn

2008-12-06T06:50:00.001+08:00

Interest and passion. I feel that they are vital keys in pushing oneself to strive harder in the discipline that one is pursuing. There's no point in forcing oneself to indulge wholeheartedly in an activity that one doesn't have interest in, perhaps due to historical factors or other unaccounted variables that external friends might not have knowledge about.

My next quiz is 7 hours time. Thank God that my fever did not worsen. Technically fever is a good thing, but to burn the midnight petrol without sleep while running a temperature can turn oneself to be the most grouchiest person you've ever met.

Studying can be fun. Especially if you like the subject or you enjoy the knowledge gained during the learning process in lectures and labs. But the fact that I have to read up and study about Amphibians and Fishes, and to learn about their immune system just simply switches my brain to a blank. Seriously I do not care about these creatures I have no interest in! Ugh. Perhaps reading the bible soon might perhaps let my brain have a lil break and perhaps try to force myself to study on them later the morning.

US job losses at 34-yr high
"THE latest United States jobs data have sent the unmistakeable message that the world’s largest economy is careening deeper into recession."
-todayonline.com-

If the big players are sinking, our economy in our lil red dot might follow suit to a certain extent. It's gonna be the survival of the fittest. Which reminds me that my current friends at school are my direct "opponents" in the similar career field. Hoho.

Strict Diet

2008-11-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

A man returns from a overseas trip and is feeling extremely ill.

He goes to see his family doctor and is immediately rushed to the hospital to undergo a series of blood and biochemical tests.

The man wakes up after these tests in a private room at the hospital and the phone by his bed rings. "This is your doctor," says the voice on the phone. "We have the results back from your test and... I'm sorry, you have an extremely contagious deadly disease known as G.A.S.H."

"G.A.S.H?" replies the man. "What in the hell is that?"

"It's a combination of Gonorrhea, AIDS, SARS and Herpes," explains the doctor.

"My gosh, Doc!" screams the man in a panic, "what are we going to do?"

"Well, we're going to put you on a strict diet of Pizza, Pancakes, Quesadillas and Pita bread," says the doctor.

"Will that cure me?"

"Well, no," says the doctor, "but it's the only food that will fit under the door."

Spooky memories

2008-11-15T06:56:00.000+08:00

Molecular bio examination was no easy feat. And I really have to lean on God if I really wanna do well for it. I've put in my best, and I'll pray he'll do the rest.

Couple of eventful moments took place over the past weeks. Each one of them last only a certain amount of time, and no matter how much we pray for more of it, we know that time cannot be extended. We must continue to embrace every precious moment we have, treasure every time spent with friends and loved ones.

25th October 2008 Night Safari!

You gotta give props to the actors during the halloween fest at Night Safari. Disciplined, professional, commited to their objective and goal. One look at the faces and their expression, and you can translate it to their positive attitude towards the job that they are doing. Something which lots of staffs in service-oriented companies in singapore lack: the attitude to serve. Another thing which Eugene may lack too: the attitude of not going out of point in this blog entry.

Apart from sleeping animals (linda and I have a conjecture on how these animals work dual shifts. One in the morning in the zoological gardens, and the 2nd shift is to sleep in the night safari) the special themed event did improved the atmosphere in the park as compared to the time i visited a couple of years back. The special tram ride that brought us to torture chambers, the occasional scares, and one creepy guy managed to give my dear a lil scare as he creeped up behind her while she was distracted. Boo!

And what would normal students do when their exams are just around the corner? They would go for a refreshing Spa at Batam of course!!

The lunch provided after our spa treatment was not bad at all! Cereal Prawns, sweet and sour Fish, some Chicken in some yummy sauce. Like a mini Zhi Char meal. With that, it was time to try out cable skiing for the very first time. Being noobs, we had to learn the basic kneeboard skiing first. And woo! I fell off 2 times before managing to complete a full lap!

Fumble! Oh noooo...

Remember the rowing-like machine we see at the gym? We finally knew the use of it.

Woo!

And to end the day off, we had some good food at Batam Centre. Missed A&W's curly fries, waffles and their original rootbeer float. Looking at the pics is making me hungry again! And yes we had 2 meals for dinner. Why? Because there is no where else where you can find a Stuff crust large pizza for less than S$11. A similar pizza at our local Pizza Hut restuarants costs more than 2 times as much! Food Standards in our local pizza huts are pathetic and overpriced.

Donuts! And I only had one of them. The rest were gobbled up by my family members. well done.

Had to "Ta Bao" the pizzas halfway, because the ferry was about to leave for Singapore! And nope, there weren't any "No Eating" signs on board too.

He's Able

2008-11-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

The past two weeks have been eventful. Lectures and Labs are becoming challenging, made new friends in classes as well. School has been enjoyable and I'm really thankful for all that God has provided.

To put in effort and resources to help a fellow faithful friend has been tiring no doubt. It made me realize how every one of us has our own unique set of challenges and trials that we have to go through. And how this life we lead can degenerate due to circumstances that we have no control over.

Times can be difficult, but it is such moments that we must remain strong, because we know and acknowledge that our God is faithful and able! And he will provide us with friends to show us support, to lend us a helping hand whenever we need one.

When friends step in to pull each other up, it will be tiring and draining, but personally I feel there shouldn't complains if its within everyone's capabilities. And to see the smile on my friend's faces at the end of the day, it is all worth it.

Going mobile

2008-10-19T02:12:00.002+08:00

Remember the good old Nokia 3310 that most of us used to have once upon a time?

A simple piece of device, simple in design, yet sturdy, and it did helped enhanced communications back in the early 2000. It allowed us to call home without having to purchase Phonecards and to continuously hunt for public phones that reek of people's breath, and that's also when the age of short-messaging-service was born.

Today, these technologies have definitely improved our daily communications with friends and families, especially for me and my parents.

My phone has been quite a distraction recently, considering that most phones these days do not just serve one basic function of communication. There's the ability to access the online web, taking simple pictures, listening to music and playing mobile java games on the phone.

The latter has been cause of my breaks in between my study sessions. Sometimes when information tends to overload one's brain, a simple game on my cellphone can be quite a stress reliever.

I thought I could have a change of phone, or help my dear get a new cellphone. But, my Dad used my existing mobile line plan, and he extended my plan so he could have a Handset upgrade for himself. SIAN DIAO!!

Im speechless. haha. Guess I'll have to find alternatives.

Nono, im not angry. Im just amused at the ideas my dad can have in order to get phones for himself. haha. Still loving my dad the same :)

Auxotrophic babies

2008-10-17T23:11:00.001+08:00

There's always perspectives. And it's up to an individual to choose which side of the coin he/she chooses to side on. Working in pairs in any given biology experiment can be advantages, considering one partner can assume the role of a supervisor, and perform immediate quality checks on his partner, just in case if any mistakes are made. And if there are, it can be immediately identified and the appropriate corrective measures be taken asap.

Each partner may take turns to carry out certain procedures, but there comes some risk that if one partner performed some key step wrongly, his partner would unfortunately suffer the fatal consequnences too.

Today's lab was challenging, quite a number of tasks, including DNA extraction, agar platings, blah blah. I know Lie Cong mentioned that i've said this too many times but i'll nag about this point again, NS can really cause one's brain to rust! Haha.

At least 2 other course mates whom walked past me asked me the following;

"You're doing today's experiment by yourself??"

They were rather surprised by my answer and one did offered help if I needed any. Thank God for samaritans. I really appreciate it :)

Looking on the positive side tonight, Victor wasn't around today due to work commitments i guess, and I take this as a perfect opportunity to work alone and improve my techniques. However there were moments when i wished I had someone beside helping, even simple tasks like labeling the correct microcentrifuge tubes and/or petri dishes. And i'm really hoping that I didnt make any mistakes man. Not that i know currently. haha.

And i'm praying for successful transformation of my Bacillus subtilis. Please grow in well the media without tryptophan! I've given you ample time to take up nucleic acid containing the Trp gene! don't let me down my little babies!

As expected, i was the last who finished everything in the lab. But oh well, does it matter? :)

Time for an early night!

Another Step

2008-10-14T01:55:00.001+08:00

Others thought I was dragging,
with all the dilly dally.
But it takes time and reflection,
to compose the desired melody.

More than fourteen months,
and we're standing here again.
Unanswered questions everywhere,
will the day end in pain?

It began with a lovely dinner,
infused with our honest sharing.
Through the words we exhanged,
I know you're still caring.

We spoke in love and in truth,
the air was finally cleared.
The night did not end with hurt,
just as how u initially feared.

Now the past is behind us,
resetting this journey anew.
Walking on this road with the Lord,
together with you.

Contagious laughter

2008-10-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

A meaningful time spent on 26th september this year with my cell at the Rooftop of YMCA. It was this very cell which helped build my faith and my foundation back in my secondary school days. And as much as I am thankful for all the brothers and sisters in christ that are in my life, i do miss some of our old members who have somehow left for one reason or another.

Loved the song on Pedra Branca by Budak man. Even with some songs that we heard before, they never fail to bring out genuine laughter from each individual.

Happy belated birthday to me. haha.

"Wished you were there too..."

Dazed

2008-10-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

Woo!! My birthday presents I received this year included strands of white hairs! With initial frequency of 2 tuition sessions a week, up to 5-7 times a week, I wonder how much rest the kids are receiving each day. And we haven't factor in the daily school cirriculum, supplementary lessons, chinese tuition, and lessons from another 3rd tutor.

I would think our primary roles in tuition (for my case that is) are to supervise the kids, rather than being educators. These kids are bright, and i guess they could just be lacking the self motivation to do their own revision and have the need for someone to seat with them for work to be done.

But with 3 tutors continuously? There's an aura of lethargy radiating from the poor kids whenever i step into the house.

But thankfully, the PSLE has ended, and i pray that his effort will reflect on that certificate in a month's time. I hope.

:)

2008-09-26T02:35:00.000+08:00

Stand up, wash up, put on that smile once again.

Because today is a brand new day :)

White Wednesday

2008-09-26T01:40:00.003+08:00

Could someone define "Happy"?

This transition to be another year older has been rather challenging. On the Contrary, the week began well, with many things to look forward too. The start of a brand new school term, teaching in a primary school, playing board games with friends, swimming, having pizza and playing cards by the poolside, and a tranquil night at YMCA rooftop with BudakPantai on stage.

And of course we all know that life is never a bed of roses.

Ignorance is indeed blissful. Because having knowledge of certain issues in life sucks. Because knowing certain things that somehow questions your very existence isn't a very nice feeling.

Now I know why my 4 uncles refuse to house my granddad, or rather, their own father.

Now I know why my granddad isn't around in the afternoons.

Now I know why they are quarrelling.

Now I know why my parents and my granddad are turning against each other.

And i wish i didn't have to be exposed to all these knowledge.

Now I know that my existence here on earth, is accidental.

ZzZzzz

2008-09-17T07:33:00.001+08:00

The Playstation 3.

It is now the official black matter that is destroying the relationship between me and my brother.

Oh boy, strong urges to throw that thing down the rubbish chute.

Freestyle

2008-09-11T09:10:00.004+08:00

One good way of utilizing your spare time in your holidays, is to catch up with old buddies! Met up with ChoonLim yesterday, and spent some time catching up on old times. Nope, not over lunch, not at some fancy restuarant, but in the pool!

Yep, a new discovery has been made. Other than swimming, a pool can be used as a splashy location for chitchats too.

On a random note;

As much as I wanted to try Grand Theft Auto VI on my family's Playstation 3, somehow or another I just couldn't be bothered to. Yep another positive step ahead. That's +1 point for me!

On another random note;

Two nights ago, I had 2 Mini Snow-skin Mooncake with Champagne Truffle & Ganache from Raffles Hotel. Deellleeecciioouss =)

Health!

2008-09-11T08:41:00.000+08:00

"On a personal note, he spoke of how he faced ageing and stayed in fine shape.

He cycles and swims daily. He also eats moderately, enjoys his work and sleeps well at night."

-ST, wed 10th sept-

For those who hasn;t read yesterday's papers, the above-mentioned "he" refers to our Minister Mentor, and it is definitely an example to follow. Despite his age, his positive attitude towards life and personal discipline to maintain in good shape is inspiring! And with my regular cravings/consumption of Carls Jr's Double Western Bacon Cheesebuger with crisscut fries, I wonder how long will I survive. Hoho.

Speaking of health, periodically i'm having anginas again. Doctors claimed i'm well, and I believe that im not suffering from any form of coronary artery disease or any form of atherosclerosis.

A quick search on the net led me to the following;

"Prinzmetal's angina, also known as variant angina or angina inversa, is a syndrome typically consisting of angina (cardiac chest pain) at rest that occurs in cycles. It is caused by vasospasm, a narrowing of the coronary arteries caused by contraction of the smooth muscle tissue in the vessel walls."

Uh huh.

There's no end to knowledge. No end to what we can learn provided one is given sufficient time and resources. And that's what keeps me going in pursuing science i guess. The constant discovery of new facts/characteristics of our ownself, and the little minute details in each one of us, knowing that God has put so much effort in perfecting everyone of us to make us still so unique from each other.

So close

2008-09-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

Daniel, jeremy, sivam were discussing about tower defense and their game of "Defense of the Ancients"

And Choon Lim is asking me about some LAN connectivity stuff for warcraft III.

Oh My Goodness, it's almost one year that I've touched that game!! Time really flies!! I can somehow hear the CD calling out, "Cooommeeee instaaalll mmeeeeee..."

hoho.

Children

2008-09-08T02:18:00.004+08:00

Another fruitful week has gone by, just like that. Indeed, time literally fly by when one is enjoying oneself, with a good company of friends while having a good time together and all.

Teaching at a primary school was an eye-opener. You'll know of kids who'll bring their PSP to class, their Nokia N-series cellular phone, their Yugiyo cards, and you begin to wonder if parents these days are becoming more affluent and are pampering their kids like lil kings. I mean, definitely no one can blame the parents, after all, parents shower their children with love, with gifts. Just as how our Heavenly dad gave us the gift of Life. But a high-end cellular phone at a tender age of 8? Hmmm.

Or perhaps are they like lil kids who...

KID:
Mummy, I want a handphone! I want a handphone! *whines*

PARENT:
No! You're too young to own one yet my dear.

KID:
So what?? I still want a phone! I say buy me one or else...

***KID breaks parent's favoutite champagne flute***

PARENT:
ARGHH!! Noooo!! Not that!! OK, we'll get one for you, a nice Nokia 3310 for you to call us when you end school.

KID:
Wa Lao! Nokia 3310 so laoya! So ugly, where got cool?? I want the Sexy Samsung i8510 INNOV8 Slider Phone i saw TV the other day! That one is Sleek, hot and Chio! Got WIFI and a 8-Megapixel camera also!!! Nokia sucks lah.

The language and lingos used by kids these days are, erm, impressive. Haha!

The afternoons of thursday and friday were spent at PitStop Cafe once again. Haha. Call me addicted or Nuts, but I feel it's a good place to relax and fellowship after a hard day at work (not that my job was very demanding).

Even in cooperative games like Shadows Over Camelot, this flannery still has a nerve to attempt to conquer all artifacts for himself and not having a team spirit to aid one another (no offense bro! heh). Nope, we aint playing with traitors, i think 3 squires battling against the progression of evil and a traitor knight would pretty much spell D.O.O.M. for Camelot.

Ended the weekdays with some sun and perspiration on the sands of Sentosa! And oh man, i think my youth is diminishing as the months go by. Heh. Can't really enjoy as much as I can anymore when all of us begin our career path soon.

*DISCLAIMER*
The example about the Kid used in this Blog entry are for illustration only. The issue the author is driving at is about the kids. Not the phones. Nokia isn't cool, Samsung is, we all know. But lets not get distracted. Focus on the kids, the discussion about the kids that is.

Back in fourteen

2008-09-08T01:37:00.000+08:00

Giving tuition, teaching at a school, gave me a little slight glimpse of my past. And that made me wondered how on earth did I get to where I am today.

Looking at my sec 2 kid, seeing him getting so caught up with his games & PSP when he's not studying, and even when he is, not 100% effort is put into it too. Spending so much time in CCAs in school, and coming home late, and with mum constantly nagging and persuading (or rather, forcing) him to study.

That is quite a close reflection of my past! And if only I knew the importance of studies back in the years... haha.

Animate

2008-09-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

I think the best person to judge how good a movie is, is yourself! Haha. Jia watched the movie back at home some time back and kinda discouraged me to catch the show as she felt it wasn't nice. But I disagree!! The fine detailed animations were awesome, and the videography with utilization of the effects of the aperture and depths of field in the film, rendered "Wall-E" a positive experience for me. Unlike other animations, this cartoon has certain messages intended for the world to know and to ponder upon. Out of 5, i award it with 4 pixels!

I also enjoy movies where its trailers doesn't give full spoilers the entire show itself. Take Space Chimps for example, all the jokes and important story plot are already revealed in the movie trailers, and viewers (like me unfortunately) would be disappointed as we would already know most of the plot.

Ended choir with a nice dinner opposite Soka, where I had TomYam BanMian (yes, again). That's where you can find Singapore's thinnest BanMian, and one look at it, you might think it's just a flatten type of YouMian. Haha. Oh well, at least it reached my minimal standard, although the normal soupy version of it kinda sucked in my opinion. Don't even try. And the evening ended with the movie with JianHan, Thiapine, Crystal, Terry, and one more guy.

Ugh, forgotten his name!! Wait, kinda remember it vaguely. ahh, talk about the effects of aging and what it does to your hippocampus in our temporal lobes underneath our pia mater.

Reached home and was greeted by a couple of licks from Baby :)

Look at Amelia with her long Orange dress! Nice. Oh wait, that's the table.

Eventful

2008-08-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

Indeed, it has been a very eventful weekend, and i am grateful!

A laughter-filled saturday afternoon at Pitstop cafe remembering Lisa's birthday with Daniel, Jared, ZhiWei, Amelia and Flannery. With good food, friends and fellowship, games and screaming and laughter, what more can we ask for? Wen back home for dinner later on for my mum's specialty, Gingseng chicken soup, and together with my granddad, watched Johnny English on TV.

Then came today. It was cell again at Ben's place, with ZhiWei spending almost an hour praying for each one of us. with certain elements in his prayer long devoted prayer, it left certain issues hanging in my head as our cell departed for lunch after that. It's been ages since I could seat with them for lunch, although I couldnt interact with all of them due to the limited space and area constraints, I guess it was still time well spent.

Dramalight presented another skit, this time depicting the picture of Sin. It's a good start to a certain event that is to come at the end of this year. Issues that need to be dealt with, issues that are sensitive, yet urgent and important, that the correct truth needs to go across. And more importantly, the behavorial and attitude changes towards such issues.

Beatrice from Choir feels that she's old. And strongly resents the fact that she will be older soon. If we all were to have such attitudes, I think our generation today will be pretty sucidal eh. haha! And she guessed that I was 24 years of age!! I don't look that old!! hahaha.

My evening didnt end just there, but first thing first. It's bathtime. Bathing is good. If you haven't been bathing for quite some time, I suggest you should go have one now. Serious.

"thoughts.
and more thoughts."

Signal transduction

2008-08-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

The utilization of technology is so rampant in our current generation. The invention of digital cameras, DSLRs, camera cellphones, are important tools in capturing dearest moments. Just how can we live without them?

The 2 images on my prevous post were captured using my Samsung U700 Cell.

Even the cellphone has evolved so much. It was originally invented to allow calls to be made without landlines, allowing greater flexibility and mobility as both talking parties may not need to be rooted at a fixed location during the conversation. Soon, short messaging servies were introduced to allow users to communicate with each other using text.

And now what do we have? A thin mobile device capable of long range voice and text communication, surfing the internet wirelessly, playing your favourite music and videos, and allowing the user to play mobile games. Not forgetting other crucial functions like the scientific calculator, calender organizer, alarm clock, digital camera, and the Memo Pad.

Why do I need a PSP, mp3 player, scientific calculator when I have my faithful Samsung U700 UltraEdition 12.1 ?

"Cravings for sugar/glazed donuts!"

Sunrise!

2008-08-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it, not cultivating a constant reading habit is deplorable. And unfortunately, that was how I was brought up back in the 90's. Thankfully, both my parents are English speaking or else one would imagine me as a typical Hokkien-peng who constantly uses the four-letter flowery vocab in every sentence. With that, i guess that made me who I am today, one who prefers materials which involves visuals as compared to words and literature.

Studying biology, a subject which I enjoy, with only words can be painful too if there isn't illustrations to explain certain facts and concepts. I believe some might snigger at the fact that i'm tutoring English. I thank God for the opportunity too i guess, during such process I too, have learn many new words and language structure which I didn't come across before.

Jonas' English results improved! The PSLE Prelims are over and the real hurdle to conquer for all primary 6 students is fast approaching.

Most books I ever opened or read in my life are mainly non-fictions. To transit over to fictions is quite a big jump, and I tried, but somehow I can't stay on for long. Haha. Oh well. Perhaps I should give it another shot, someday. Haha.

"as the morning wakes,
we your children give you praise!

you are magnificent, eternally,
wonderful, glorious,
Jesus, no one ever will compare to you Jesus."

It was indeed beautiful. Caught the sunrise on Tuesday morning, after mugging with flannery overnight at Macdonalds.

Look at the vast creation of beauty. Then look at us. Have we any idea how insignificantly puny we are? Yet, our Father still cares and loves us.

-----

"what is man that you are mindful of him,
the son of man that you care for him?

You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings
and crowned him with glory and honor."

- Psalms 8:4,5 -

Lijia

2008-08-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

All smiles :)

Day of Births!

2008-08-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

Blessed 81st and 24th Birthday to my Granddad and to Lijia, whose birthdays were held on last Saturday and Sunday respectively!

The Singapore Flyer, I felt, was overrated. Sure, the capsule we’re in were spacious, the view of the city skyline were great. But with the ongoing construction works of the Integrated Resorts at the Marina front, it wasn’t as scenic as expected. I guess the bigger turn-off was the fact that our Singapore Wheel was revolving so slowly!! Amelia too, said she got bored in the capsule after about 10 minutes or so.

Perhaps the fact that we Singaporeans are too used to the Fast-paced life we lead daily holds true. And upon boarding the Flyer, we were suddenly forced to slow down to a snail’s pace. Sure, the time can be used to appreciate the majestic skyscrapers in town, to stand in awe of our city we call home. However, with our stomachs growling and with babies around us wailing non-stop, I don’t think anyone is able to appreciate the view in peace.

On a positive note, it was still a good experience up there. I guess we could constantly be reminded, to take a break in life at times, pause, and appreciate all the wonderful things around you. To take a moment and be grateful, thankful for everything that our Father has blessed us with.

Initially, Jia thought we were heading to a Nice restuarant in town for dinner after church. But well, I guess all our previous "Bluff" games did improve my ability to convince without getting caught!

Kidnapped our dear birthday girl. Her quest: To locate various checkpoints in Bedok which will eventually lead to her final destination, where her childhood dream of having a birthday celebration at MacDonalds can finally come true.

Catch the full story of the JiaJiaTreasureHunt in video coming SOON!

Life Sciences

2008-08-14T02:57:00.001+08:00

"Pathology", a murder thriller that's currently screening in The Cathay this week. The vast knowledge of science, the understanding, appreciation of various mechanism of actions of various chemicals, anaphylaxis, to determine the causes of deaths; and how one can abuse that intelligence for selfish reasons, at the expense of lives. To commit murder with their skills, and no commonman would have the slightest clue to its causeh. Is it any wonder why God forbade Adam and Eve from eating the fruit from the tree in the middle of the Garden?

Out of 5, I give it 4 popcorns!

On the other end of the Spectrum, "Space Chimps" was such a disappointment!! From the makers of Shrek, I would expect some standard and plot in the animation! Yes there were funny moments, but rarely, as the Movie trailers have "Spoilt" most of it. Scene changes in the movie were sudden and abrupt. In short, it was a bore. I'm sorry. The storyline, characters, depth of its plot, animation of Final Fantasy X is 17000 times better.

Out of 5, I give it Half a Popcorn!

Large screens aside,

Remember the little device most of us used to play with? A lil screen containing black pixels, and 3 grey buttons on the side? That electronic thing could be the only Pet some of us would have ever owned in our life. Haha. The classic Tamagotchi! From a lil egg to a Chick, we have to constantly provide it with food, spend quality time with our pet by playing some lil dumb games by pressing some buttons repeatedly. And of course, to clean and bathe the lil creature once in awhile too.

Taking care of Baby is almost similar to looking after your TamaGotchi Pet. Except that this time, Baby is more alive than just moving Pixels, Real food is used, its Pee and Poo are real, and you consistently need to shower it with lots of love and attention rather than just pressing buttons every few hours.

My adorable Baby tends to chew on anything that's "Bite-able" (if there's such a word). From floor mats, my mum's heels, my Fluffy Doggie Slippers, Tissue papers, Sofa edges, my fingers, my toes, my USB cable, my bag, some metal chain attached to my pull-out bed, Dad's home slippers, to paper bags.

And its adorable watching her running off with items, and hiding at one corner hoping that we do not catch her while she nibbles on her newly found "toy". Yes I know I'm supposed to be doing my part and disciplining her, but i guess my soft heart is constantly forbidding me to punish and scold her as much as my mum would.

"Time waits for no man,
as life takes its course.
Do not hesitate to express,
before the opportunity is lost."

Hidden meanings.

2008-08-12T23:38:00.001+08:00

I am thankful for the opportunity to pull myself up once again, even though this chance may not be as grand or prestigious as others. Its a journey to consistantly filter the stuff that you hear, even in church. Or in Cell.

Some people just don't think before their words come out from their snobbish character. Oh well. We were taught to forgive. Not to hold grudges and to move on. Although...

Oh nevermind.

.

Is it any wonder why certain people have left the church, or maybe Cell, and not come back?

School starting's on 27th September this year, and currently my confirmed modules are,

Introductory Immunology
Molecular Biology

Time to hit the books again, and to unrust my brain cells after it became inactive from the two years while wearing the green uniform.

"Forgive, forgive, forgive."

Smile!

2008-08-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

I'm a Druid with a Chicken on my head, with a Really Impressive Title, wielding a Flaming Board of Education and a Gentlemen's Club, and wearing a leather armour, Pointy Hat of Power, Boots of Butt-kicking, riding a Talking Chicken Steed while holding some Pretty Balloons, and accompanied by a Gnome Hireling wielding a Human Shield.

That nonsense aside,

Take a break in life, and look around you.

Have we ever taken a moment and appreciate all the wonderful blessings we have, or do we take them for granted and only realize their significance when we lose them?

"how could I live without my parents?"

Ready to Roost

2008-08-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

Many have spoken today.

And each of them, both directly and indirectly, somehow addressed certain personal issues in my life. Friends from Cell, from Speedlight service, from Choir, from Tuition.

I'm amazed at how God works, and how he speaks through various channels in our individual unique life. With billions of us here in this dying globe, He is still able to have deep personal relationships with each of his children, and doesn't neglect them.

Walked home after tuition, brisk walking is a good alternative if one doesn't have time for jogs. It's also a viable option to have personal reflections while journeying home with music in your ears.

I am drained. And I like such tiredness. It allows one to fall into deep sleep faster. I really abhor forcing myself to sleep early even though we know its good for our bodies, but I'm not tired, I can't fall asleep easily. Instead of spending the time tossing and turning in bed, I rather get up and do stuff, do work of some sort, burn off my excess adenine trisphosphate, so I can be tired.

Darn. Sounds like Insomnia again.

Gonna cook a simple meal and will be sinking my head into my beloved pillow early tonight. I wish everyone a Victorious week ahead!

"None at all is like You, O Lord; You are great, and Your name is great in might."
-Jeremiah 10:6-

Undefeated!

2008-08-09T00:41:00.005+08:00

Utilizing technology and the internet, tracking the bus location from Bishan was a simple task, and managed to board it when it arrived at my busstop at about 11.53pm on 25th July 2008. It was the last bus that ply between Pasir Ris and Changi Airport for the night. It reminded me of the time when me and my classmates would study overnight at the airport about 10 hours before an examination or test in school. Would usually mug overnight with KianKai, JinCai, SiLing and a few others while munching away our circular hash browns at Burger King.

Yes, about 3 years after my last overnight mugging session during my Polytechnic days, I went back for another overnight Mug at the airport with Daniel, Flan, and Jeremy. And of course, it was interuppted by Munchkins!

We didn't play by ourselves, with opened arms, we invited a German guy into our game of Munchkins as well! He was waiting for his return flight back home after a tracking expedition in Indonesia with his friend. Ahh, and guess what? It was his first time playing the game and he won! Unacceptable!

But of course, together with Dan and Jremey, we humbly accepted defeat. It was a good game. Every Munchkin Dungeon Run is a different experience.

And came today. After feeding my Baby, walking my baby, showering lots of love to my Baby, I went back down to Temasek Polytechnic and joined Linda, Dan and Flan for Lunch. Love the chicken chop and the Egg salad. Cheap and simply delicious. Missed studying there.

Managed to revised a little bit on a small teeny portion of my Human Physio, we got down to yet another session of Munchkin. (Yes, we realised we are quite easily distracted)

Linda joined us for this game, and although she had played it before a long time ago, approximately 17000 years back, in a way she was kinda new to it. And it happened again! She won us!

o.O"

"The causes for beginner's luck are unknown. It is speculated, however, that beginner's luck arises from a disconnect between the player and the pressure of the game. A novice player is inexperienced and consequently is not expected to do well. This means that there is no pressure on the player to excel; this lack of pressure allows the player to concentrate more than a pressured veteran player."

-Wikipedia-

"This means that there is no pressure on the player to excel" HAHA! Nonsense! ROAR!

"Played Munchkins for the very first time last year during our Cell Christmas Gathering"

Anyway, here's our new addition to my family. Baby!!

Hui Jing's Birthday was 2 weeks ago, and I made a serious blunder when i was taking pics for her at her party.

I didn't realize the darn Polarizer was attached to my camera lens! UGH!!

The colours of the pics are somewhat screwed. Can't seem to be satisfied with the pics. Till now. Oh man...

"me and kelvin carried her the same way 4 years back during our orientation leaders training camp!"

Oh and before I forget, remember the German guy i mentioned earlier? He is super humongously tall too! Though slightly skinny. Can anyone guess his age? :)

Individualistic Doer

2008-07-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Don't click on the circle.

Never do personality tests while your Haemoglobin are denaturing in your boiling plasma. If so you so, you'll have the tendency to curse and swear at the test itself as I have so many overlapping features in the options given but I can only pick one option that best describe me (for the particular question).

However, i am amazed at the accuracy of the results.

wanna be alone.

Boiled blood

2008-07-30T21:37:00.002+08:00

Ugh, my brother's uncontrolled temper and enraged screams almost caused my Aorta to burst this evening. Getting angry is one thing, but how on earth does screaming, swearing, banging on things resolve any problem that we face? My dad should just stop spoiling and pampering that lil brat, or else one day i'll just lose it. And I know I don't flare up easily. Just don't don't freaking try me.

Oh well, meanwhile on another part of the world, Jonas has been an Angel. Humble, gentle, patient. He is teachable, with the desire to improve and learn, with such spirit, I think anyone would willingly give up his/her spare time to help and guide him in his studies. Today was his English Prelim Oral examination, I do hope and pray he'll do well and be confident enough to face the real exam in the coming weeks.

The Retreat

2008-07-24T22:16:00.001+08:00

Not focusing purely on the deeds and actions to be a christian, but to focus on the relationship and we have in Christ. When our foundations are right and strong with our Maker, every other aspects and daily actions would naturally manifest itself positively. Having experienced both sides of the spectrum in this faith for several years, the results of having a skewed foundation with our God can be disastrous.

Pics for Cell Retreat 2008 are up! Members, check your emails, or drop me an msg on Msn.

Morning Reflection by the Beach

Morning prayer and personal devotion

Group devotion and sharing

And of course breakfast! We had Peanut butter sandwich, Milo, and Prata with eggs. Mmmm. All the carbohydrates, protein and lipids we need for the day ahead.

The morning then took off with God's word by our dear Brother Victor. Are we unknowing "doing" christianity? And have we neglected what is more important, our relationship with christ, our identity, purpose and priorities?

It was then followed by worship, prayer and ministering. and the tears just couldn't stop when we were praying for each other. I thank you again Jared for our friendship. Really.

Haha! notice our dear amelia, and take note of the remaining photos that come later.

Everything lasted through lunch, where all of us fasted, and we went on to our own personal time of reflection, followed by group sharing and prayer.

Ahh... someone
sneakily took a short snooze!

Learnt how to play bridge, like finally! Didn't know it required quite some bit of thinking

o.O"

Games time!!

Our gamemaster Joanna!

Entitled "Change", everyone is divided into 4 groups, and revolves around simple tasks that everyone is able to perform. But what happens if suddenly due to limiting factor, are we still able to adapt and continue with the task and persevere on?

First Activity! Keeping balloons suspended in midair, and the teams with their balloons hitting the ground are eliminated.

Second Activity! Using a pair of scissors and sheets of paper, the team who cuts out the most Star wins!

Activity no.3! Every member are to send the following message to Joanna via SMS. messages with any wrong capitalization, punctuation or spelling are rejected.

Hi Joanna,
I love playing this game. From Eugene

First team with all member's correct sms wins!

And next up Round 2! Now lets have a repeat of all the activities again, but with a small change. How will the teams cope?

Activity one, suspending balloons in midair with our hands tied, and without using hands to touch it.

BenFoo's group's balloon flew into the room, and he just simply dragged his teammates into the room with him! Hilarious!

Next! Instead of cutting out starts by your ownself, one teammate holds the paper for you, while you snip out a paper star! Careful with the fingers!

Last one! Sending joanna a similar message, but typing the message with our phones inverted! Try it, its fun! haha!

Last game before dinner! More pics found at bel's blog.

Trust in God
for His love endures forever!

Joanna, tired after a day's work

I am thankful for the food, the fellowship, and most importantly, God's love for us. Without Him, all these would not have taken place.

On a side note:

Copulation in progress. In the midst of our BBQ. Get a room!

Day of Rest

2008-07-21T20:51:00.001+08:00

Slept for more than 11 hours last night after another packed weekend came to an end.

Finalized my application to UWA on friday before tuition. Current plan is to begin my undergraduate course in Singapore in PSB academy, and may go down to the actually campus itself halfway through the course. Options are still opened at the moment.

Might be going down to perth next month for a recce too. Not confirmed yet though.

One year of my NS liabilities, i've assumed the role of an instructor, and even though certain students/trainees may be weak in a particular course/module, when I see their willingness to learn, their enthusiasm to improve, their efforts to strive for better results, I become motivated to want teach and help them to my best of my abilities. My tuition kid's exposure to the English language has been minimal, and to bring him away from the Fail grade is a challenge. But I thank God my kid expressed interest to learn and improve, and its such spirit which drives me to stay on, longer than the 1.5 hours that's allocated to me for tuition, to continue to teach and guide him.

Was late for the start of our Cell Retreat. Rushed back home after tuition, and had dinner before finishing my packing for the retreat. I guess I'm still not in a good constant habit to pack my bag before an event or occasion. Time to work on that soon.

Joined the rest in PA's chalet midway thru their opening worship and Zhiwei's sharing.

Brother LieCong and Jianghua

Flannery influencing Dan to mass-consume carbs at midnight!

And of course there was supper.

A retreat once again, to take a break from the world. To once again be reminded on certain basic simple biblical facts that we christians (myself included) may have forgotten. To once again be united with people whom we grew up with in the faith. To once again fellowship and pray for one another. To once again be reminded of God's Love and dwell in His presence.

That's our Cell Retreat on 18th - 20th July 2008. More Pics coming up.

Tea leaves

2008-07-17T08:30:00.001+08:00

Praise God for the morning once again.

Everytime the sun rises, we know that it's gonna be another day of hope, another new day of life.

Another new day where taxi rides will cost more from today. Haha! For those who are unaware, each ride on a Comfort or a YellowTop cabs will cost 30 cents more! Bringing the starting fare to a whooping $3.10! (2.80 + 0.30 fuel surcharge)

Thankfully there are still consumables which is still affordable. I'm now at MacDonalds enjoying a tasty Sausage McMuffin and a cup of hot tea for breakfast, for only 2 bucks. Hopefully, his offer would still remain in the coming months. With Class95 playing at the background, a MacBook in front, my Bible on my side, sipping tea after every few bites of chicken sausage, living the fact that I'm not crawling with my rile in some forested area, this is one perfect way to start any morning :)

Time to revise some of my eating habits. I realize I spend a fortune on food alone, and if left unsupervised, I think i'm susceptible to bankruptcy soon. But then on the other hand, I can hear my stomach threatening me, if i neglect it by not consuming Sashimi, pizzas, steaks, it will rebel by inhibiting its apoptosis mechanism and will turn itself cancerous on me.

On a more serious note, if everything goes well, I should be starting school in September. Yep.

Tennis at 10am later.

Have a blessed Thursday!

“Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me,
All the days of my life,
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever.”
- Psalm 23:6 -

Chucking wood

2008-07-17T06:55:00.000+08:00

Good morning kids, perhaps we can introduce this as a new warm-up exercise for the choir. *evil grin

How much wood would a woodchuck chuck
if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
He would chuck as much as he could,
and chuck as much wood as a woodchuck would
if a woodchuck could chuck wood.

On another colorful note, i've decided to try doodling using pixels.

And the result is one reason why I am not an art student.

Collage

2008-07-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge.

Golem

2008-07-03T07:19:00.000+08:00

After 16000 years, I finally hit the gym once again yesterday afternoon. In additional to the usual routine, I found the courage to face the weighing device and decide to determine if I had put on any weight after all my binge eating overseas. And perhaps to prove LiJia that I didn't gain 10kg.

And praise God! I didn't!!

Actually, I didn't even gain any weight!! I'm amazed. What shocked me even more was the fact that I actually lost 2 KG !!! Yes, a few weeks before i ORD-ed, I was 2 kilos heavier.

Thinking that the weighing device might be faulty, i used another one. And it too gave similar results.

Analyzing the data, facts and several other variables, one of the following conclusions could be true. Perhaps you, my audience, would like to conclude for me?

Both the weighing devices are actually faulty, and I did gain 10 more Kilos as predicted by Prof LeeChia.
Mass eating really helps one to lose pounds, contrary to what doctors say.
I lied about going to Krabi and about all the Food I ate. The Photos you see in this blog are all fake and photoshopped.

And yes, the remaining pics for the Krabi trip are released!!

Rock Climbing was brand new experience for me. Just like any other activities, if we observe from a neutral standpoint, we think it's easy to perform. But when we go down on the ground and execute the said sport, its another story all together.

We departed after breakfast on the 3rd day in Krabi, and first headed to the shop of AoNang Climber, where the owner would help us gather and test all the equipments we need. The Harness, ropes, shoes everything. He even bought some water, Bananas and Rumbutans so we can replenish our glucose and ATP levels during our experience.

Trying on the Climbing shoes. Just like nromal shoes, but tighter and a pointy-er tip.

After trying on all the gears at the shop, we all headed to a nearby jetty, where we needed to take a boat ride to another shore, where the limestones are. During the journey, the scenic mountainous view was simply magnificent.

Railay Bay, Home of the limestones and rocks. This pic was taken by my Cellphone! woo!

A quick crash course on the very basics of climbing.

Reached the top finally!! Wooo!!

I perspire alot. Really alot. Which also explains my sweaty palms. And having that doesn't go well with rock climbing at all. Because your hands will soon lose grip and suddenly need alot of physical strength to hold on to the rocks. Yea, and my hands did lose grip of the rocks a few times.

Sweat and blood. Literally. Haha.

Really thank God for the Sun during the time and mmoment while this activity was conducted. Most of the other days it was either drizzling or rainiy with minila sun due to the low peak season we were in.

When we were heading back, upon disembarking from the little boat, it began to pour heaviliy as if the floodgates of heaven finally opened! Jumping of from the boat, the strap of my camera bag snapped and my Camera, wallet in that bag took a dive down onto the water! Thankfully the bag was somewhat waterproof! Or else...

When the oceans rise

2008-07-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

Unfortunately, we couldn't spend a full proper day in AoNang beach in Krabi due to,

The rain
Insufficient time

Lisa is eager for another visit there during december this year. Any takers? :)

Rented bikes on the day while waited for Lisa and her friends to arrive in Krabi. explored our surroundings quite abit, and cycled to their Shooting Range too!

They even provide a Dog Model for your photoshoots in Krabi!

Lisa and her friends, Agnes and Stacey.

Rock Climbing Pics are next, stay tuned.

Nature

2008-06-30T16:41:00.000+08:00

Just saw the following qoute online,

"Opinions are like assholes, everybody's got one and they're usually full of shit."

Haha!

Tipa Resort, located in Ao Nang Beach in Krabi is a good getaway from the urbanised jungle that we constantly live in. Apart from the bloodsucking Culicidae family, the peaceful tranquility of its surrounding nature will not make you consider moving back to our little red dot for at least a couple of weeks.

Our little bungalow.

Night Nature.

All the calories consumed last week, its about time for me to return to my jogging routine soon.

Now seems to be a good time.

Burp

2008-06-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's one thing to sing out songs of praises and worship to your best of your abilities for our Heavenly Father, yet on the other hand, there is certain expectation and performance standard that is required on the frontline ministry in church. I guess I still have to pull my socks up for the latter.

In the choir, or as event hosts, worship leaders, backup singers, instrumentalist, ushers, we know deep down in our hearts we aren't serving man. Except to our audience of One. This comes with some form of standard and effort for the Lord. For ushers, they have to put on the best smiles and their warm spirit to welcome the congregation and their friends, even if their mood has been fouled by some unforeseen mishap. For choir and singers, they have to practice and practice so they while worshipping, are able to minister to the people of the sanctuary and lead them to a time filled with praises and songs to God. What happens if we offer sloppy standards and at the same time assuring ourselves that "Hey we are serving Him only, and not to man."

With such shoddy standards, will God be able to use us to move and touch his people in the church? Will potential souls be lost due to our attitude as mentioned above?

Eugene. Wake up.

On another side note,

One thing i love about going on vacations overseas, is the fact that we can experience and taste new unique foods that aren't found locally! Krabi is no exception of course, the local ZhiChar style dinner is as awesome and cheap!!! Their Omelette is made specially that the condiments consisting of shrimps, some bits of spring onions, TangHoon, some small Vege, are wrapped nicely in a warm well-mixed omelette. Mmmmmm.

Chicken Nasi Bryani on Board the flight towards Krabi. Did I mentioned I do miss meals served in Flights and in Hospital wards?

Squirts of Pineapple Juices accompanying a mouthful of its fragrant rice. Mmm...

Marcaroni, Roasted Chicken, Baked Potatoes, Potato Salad, Chicken Fillet, and many more including Roasted Corn, salad, Ice Cream, Giant roasted Sausage, Chicken thighs, all for the price of 250 Baht. What a lovely dinner Buffet after a tiring day climbing rocks.

Yes, a Double Big Mac. I know its nuts for visiting Macdonals while overseas, but where can you find this in Singapore? Mmmmm...

Yes I love Stuffed crust pizza with Cheese. Jared too. Calaries overload.

Carbonara with thick slices of Bacon! If my memory still serves me right, previous indulgence with said dish elsewhere back home came only with pathetic fine bits of bacon.

I. Love. ~~Pigs.~~ Bacon.

A simple Breakfast at Tipa Resort. Toasts with Jam, Slices of Pineapples and watermelons, Chocolate Cereal with Milk, Eggs, Ham and Sausages. And with Pineapple Juice. Simple yet delactable.

More Pics to come!

KWS

2008-06-29T00:45:00.001+08:00

Backaches, heavy head, slight temperature. Yes, that's me feeling all of the above mentioned now. What does it translate to?

Krabi Withdrawal Symptoms!!

Slept almost the entire day, Stomach has been feeling queasy too. Cant find the strength to do much, apart from washing my shoe. Must've ate something wrong the night before. But the fact that i've been going on a binge during the week in Thailand doesn't really help in determining what is the cause of my illness. Hmmm.

Reached home yesterday night, but didnt do much unpacking. Spend some time with my brother watching the old seasons of "Fresh Price of Bel Air" starring Will Smith. I guess apart from Krabi, I missed spending quality time with my younger brother too.

Krabi was awesome, another unique experience as compared to the shopping trip in Bangkok last month. Different from the Jungle trek and Village stay back in Chiang Mai 4 yours ago too. The pace of life is slow, something which you'll never find back home here. The sight of the beaches and the natural mountain terrain features never fail to boast God's creative abilities.

More pics soon.

Home!

2008-06-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

Back home from Tipa Resort, Krabi, Thailand!!

Its good to be backhome, yet at the same time, sad to leave the slow-paced life back there.

Pics will be out soon!

On another note»

No lights

2008-06-22T22:04:00.001+08:00

Off to Krabi Island!

Be back before Saturday, 28 0100 June 2008.

Have a Victorious week guys!!!

Blurred

2008-06-21T23:37:00.004+08:00

Came back from Pasir Ris park again, and tried working on some night shots.

And nope, attempting not to use any build-in flashes on the camera. Because build-in flashes tend to ruin pics at times. Natural lighting is always the optimal. Unless we can get the flash to bounce off some reflector and onto the subject, and that i guess would be another different story.

So yea, there was I, attempting to overcome my shaky hands, and tried to hold the camera body still, as I decreased the shutter speed to increase the exposure timing for more light intake. Yes, some may suggest for me to use a camera stand, but I'm trying to not use a Stand, since its not always very convenient.

=0.5 Seconds exposure=

Even for half a second, a slight movement and screw the pic up. Hmmm.

=One Second Exposure=

Hmmm. One whole second. Lots of time for minor shakes to make the final product blury. My brother managed to learnt the art of holding his camera so still, that his night shots with high exposure timing looked awesome. Gotta say no to Shaky hands!!

The breeze

2008-06-21T17:10:00.002+08:00

Pasir Ris Park. A lovely place to get away from the city, the sun, the land and sea breeze complements the peaceful tranquiliy of nature. Perfect for jogs, leisure cycling, singing and playing the guitar along the beach, a simple barbeque...

But of course, there live inconsiderate people who spare no thoughts of preserving the beauty that our Heavenly father gave. A pretty disappointing sight. Oh well.

The Yellow Ball

2008-06-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

The time that Ben booked the tennis court was the exact time I woke up. Eyes still shut, accompanied by the overpowering temptation to silence the ringing racket my cellular was making, only to realise that it was Lisa calling.

It was 9am.

At least im not the only one who overslept. Phew. Gave myself another 3 minutes to snuggle on my bed before getting up. SNOW practice was on the night before, I didn't cycle back home until after supper and lending isabel a mp3 recorder at the void deck.

Matthias was late too. And we began to wonder why we booked the courts at such early hours? haha.

Tennis was fun! Still trying to improve my swing! Must keep reminding my arm that it isn't playing badminton. This followed by Lunch at SuperDog at E!hub at Downtown east. Ended the afternoon by watching the "incredible hulk". Although Ben persisted that there wasnt any concrete stroyline other than Hulk attempting to escape from US army, while trying to cure himself, it was a prelude to a greater conflict in the near future. Where Ironman attempts to unite all other superheroes in the US together. Yes, for those who watched Ironman, you'll see a short glimpse of Tony Stark again. can't wait for another of Marvel's sequel.

Myocardial Infarction?

2008-06-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

"A 20-year-old trainee pilot with the Republic of Singapore Air Force (RSAF) collapsed during jungle orientation training in Brunei and died on Wednesday, a day after an army recruit, also 20, fainted and died on Pulau Tekong on Tuesday, barely five days into his national service.

In Wednesday's incident, regular serviceman, Officer Cadet (OCT) Clifton Lam Jia Hao collapsed at about 5.45 pm and was given immediate first aid treatment by a doctor and a senior medic, said a Ministry of Defence statement on Thursday."
-The Straits Times-

My heart goes out to his parents. Losing a young son for no reason is a painful reality for any parent to accept. Even if he was my brother, will I dare to come to terms with his death?

A scenario which is familiar isn't it? Way too familiar. More than a year ago, another Officer Cadet also had a similar encounter during his jungle orientation training in April. Thank God he is still alive. I really wouldn't know what his parents would go through if he wasn't. Really.

Questions still unanswered. Why?

As we wait for more answers from their investigations and all, i really pray that there's isnt any cover ups or any hidden untold truth.

Just finished my liabilities recently, i'm disappointed to say that Cover-ups is a sick disease that's happening around in there.

On a lighter note, I just came back from watching "The Happening". Apart from the weak plot and writer's vivid imaginations on the many ways humans can end their life, I was quite annoyed at the acting style of the Protagonist. His expressions and emotions seemed abit unrealistic and exaggerated at times. The only "moral" of the story i can derive from this disappointing film is that the writer is sending a message to all of us, telling us that one day, mother nature may somehow strike back at us, for causing so much environmental damages around the globe. Deforestation, global warming for instance.

On another lighter note, I've finally debranded my Samsung U700 Phone! No more M1 and their user-unfriendliness nonsense in it! No more accidental internet access, no more redundant soft-touch options, no more sore-eyes caused by the stupid M1 logo on the phone screen. Yes, even the text-messaging is now a breeze! With lesser steps involved when sending a simple text.

On yet another lighter note, for dear friend Isabel is on Page 7 of the Life Section of today's Sunday Times!

Reminiscing

2008-06-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Another closure of yet another chapter in life. For I have finally collected my Pink Identity Card!! I have ORD-ed!!

Two years of liabilities, two years of memories.

Our time with the orgainization may have ended, but the experiences we have gone through, the hardships and challenges we have faced, the joy, tears and blood we have shed during training, the pain we endured under the harsh conditions during exercises, these will all stay deep in our hearts, and not be forgotten.

Just came back from a small ORD BBQ, organized by my BMT mates. The same group of buddies we met 2 years ago in Pulau Tekong. The Island I personally had the most fun in during my 2 years in uniform. Back then everyone was like a baby, new to the world, new to everything around us. We yearn to be fed, we want to learn how to crawl and walk. Competition wasn't in our dictionaries back then, all of us were making mistakes together, and learning from each other with the common purpose to improve in our skills and military knowledge. We were enjoying and having fun together. I am grateful that we're still in contact with each other. The wonders of technology, e-mails, MSN and cellular phones.

Speedlight GamesDay was challenging on sunday! Well of course we got trashed when playing Floorball, going against Temasek Poly's Floorball team was no practical joke! It was definitely a good workout, my slight backaches I had this morning can attest to that. I realised that I haven't been playing much sports since my Poly days. Still remember the times playing Squash, tennis, Badminton, back with YeeFung and gang during our free time while waiting for lectures or tutorials to begin Although we may not excel in the games, it was a good time to take a break from studies, work and an opportunity to spend quality time with friends. Following that we would usually head to lessons with perspiration still trickling down our forehead.

So many things to do this week.

Edit and send out pictures for today's BBQ
Edit and send out pictures for the Dinner at Ritz Carlton
Do my finance and accounting, to check on my reserves and calculate the money I owe and the amount of Dough I need to collect from people.
Continue with my informal piano practice from where I left off some months back.
To finish the story of Final Fantasy VII
To continue my jogging routine.
To clear the slight mess in my room.
Finish up Jon's Birthday Gift and Card.
To continue contemplating if I should write cards to certain people in my NS camp.

Aslan the Lion

2008-06-02T00:58:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is Daniel's last day before he flies off to Australia for his National Liabilities. He is so blessed! Imagine staying in a hotel with a reasonably high amount of daily allowance for the next 6 weeks. Which other NSF stays in hotel during their term of service? Of course the condition of the hotel is yet to be known, but i believe it'll be comfortable for our dear brother-in-Christ to survive for the next couple of weeks.

Dear all, please include Daniel in our daily prayer list, for journey mercy, for health, for protection in Darwin, for work satisfaction, for healthy fellowship with friends.

Today's tentative schedule:

Go to camp
Hit the Gym
Light Breakfast
Finish up my ORD clearance forms
Book out before lunch
Lunch with Jared
Munchkins with Daniel, Sivam and company.

-Lunch at LongJohnSilver-

Watched Chronicles of Narnia with GraceChen and Jared few days back, and it was good! Several significant symbolic events in the movie which relates to our faith we have in Christ. Just as how King Peter decided to act on his own strength and instinct to invade the enemy castle instead of waiting for Aslan and his Strength and instructions, the invasion failed in the end with substantial amount of casualty. We on the other hand, may work real hard in certain aspects in our lives, and no matter how much effort we put in, we seem to keep failing. That may be true if we continue to rely on our own efforts and strengths and not seek the Lord for directions and aid. On our own, we are incomplete.

With our Father, we are made whole will be able to soar to great heights!

Greenhouse

2008-06-01T03:45:00.001+08:00

So much has happened in the past weeks. Honestly, everything is all a blur, everything is happening way too fast for me to grasp hold of reality. Life at the underground bunker, the Bangkok trip with my fellow brothers and sisters-in-Christ, the lunches with my NS colleagues, the Munchkins gathering, and today's Dinner with my brothers-in-Christ. And I can only wish for all to slow down. I want to take a break and have a pause, and let everything around me come to a standstill. And for me to enjoy and savour the differing moments. But I know it's impossible.

In exactly 9 more days, it'll be my last working day in camp.

I know it'll sound weird saying this, but I will miss working there.

It sucks to be emotionally attached to something/someone, and when it is time to leave and take a step forward and move on, it becomes so difficult to do so. Despite all the unhappy times and all the challenging times we faced back in the journey, I sometimes wish there is an alternative other than moving on.

-Dinner at Greenhouse @ Ritz Carlton-

I thank the Lord for the awesome dinner and fellowship with my fellow brothers-in-christ this evening. It was one of the best that I was ever blessed with. It was supposed to be a dinner 'celebrating' the fact that me and flannery was going to ORD in a weeks time, and to have a 'last supper' before Daniel flies off to darwin, Australia on Tuesday. It turned out to be a great session of fellowship and healthy sharing. Accompanied by a live band playing all the classic instrumental hits like the nostalgic "beauty and the beast" and the upbeat tune of Indiana Jones. Not to mention the great seafood and awesome buffet spread.

Special thanks to LieCong and Jared for your honest sharing. It was a good opportunity to come together and share with each other about your personal experiences in life, and what we can learn through the various hurdles we face when it comes down to relationships and situations which involve our future journey in life.

Music sets the mood and atmosphere. This wonderful tingling sensation of peace and joy just went through my body whenever the band plays. A violinist and a pianist, even without the guitar and the bass, those two make a perfect combination to any musical piece they play. I can't describe fully this joy which I felt, it was somewhat different from the 'normal' happiness I would feel when, for eg, I achieved good grades in secondary school or when i received a gift from a special friend. It was a unique and special feeling, an experience I don't recall having before. It was, heavenly. I guess the sumptuous dinner, the lovely instrumentals and the fellowship did attribute to this joy I was having.

"Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, And into His courts with praise. Be thankful to Him, and bless His name."
-Psalm 100:4-

Bought the infamous Munchkins game recently, and managed to have a few games with Flan, Dan and a old Secondary school friend whom I haven't caught up with for the longest time.

Even when we are blessed with friends around us today, I think it is important to not forget those friends who was once with us years ago. For some reason or another, though we may have lost contact with some, I think I will try to make the effort to message some old friends and attempt to keep in touch with their lives. Well, guess I will have something to do when I officially finish my 2 years liabilities in army.

-Hideout Cafe-

Playing games with reallife friends. It is 16000 times better than involving yourself with online MMORPGs and playing virtual games with virtual fake characters with people you dont even know! Yes, there were a couple of times that I was tempted to reinstall back games like Warcraft III so as to play with my army/secondary school friends, I come to recall of the shithole that I got myself into last time.

-DimSum Buffet @ Excelsior hotel-

I think Jared was mentioning that the prawn fritters cost about 3 Bucks at the coffeeshop opposite church. Well, the buffet cost only 15 wads of Dough! With the rising cost of living, i think we must help one another source for cheap, affordable, and good food! Grace Chong didnt managed to stay for long due to her busy schedules at work, but together with Jared, we manged to meet up again after some time today! Didn't expect myself to watch Sex and the City though, but yea, me and Jared got dragged by her majesty.

Marriage. It's about you and your special someone. When one is taken out of the equation, the equilibrium is lost, and that's when problems begin to arise. I guess that also applies to any other relationships prior to marriage.

Oh well.

-Bangkok @ Thailand-

Isabel has beautifully described ou bangkok trip in a short summary. It was a haven for girls with purchasing power. With this power, comes great resposibility that no girl wants to take, for they will attempt to buy down the whole store whereever possible. Haha.

Unresolved

2008-05-25T01:50:00.001+08:00

Besides war, Divorces are the most selfish events in today's society.

Why?

It's because the children suffers the most. No its not the conflicting adults that feels the pain/hurt. It's their own kids. No matter how how they may be.

Yes, even if they are 2 years, 6 years, 12 years, OR 22 years of age, they STILL are the ones caught in the middle, suffering from the blardy unresolved conflicts between the 2 adults!

Not the end

2008-05-18T02:37:00.000+08:00

It all began on 2nd April 2007.

Alone in the hospital, needle plugs inserted onto my arms. Six of them to be exact. The sharp pain still hurts as I turn back the pages where I thought I would never write another page again. But no. Somehow I manged to fight on, struggling to hold on to the pen, in attempt to continue writing. Wanting to finish the story, and not leaving the stroy without an ending.

"Praise God", some would say.

I do. But, I still don't understand why at times.

As i flip to today's page, 16th May 2008, the doctor said that I'm alright.

Nothing is wrong, and my heart is fine.

I should smile. Yes, I should.

I wasn't satisfied with the answer. If i was alright, what exactly happened on April 2007?

Snap

2008-04-25T02:17:00.001+08:00

Owww...

As the morning wakes

2008-04-12T01:51:00.005+08:00

The hallway is quiet. Went over and refilled my bottle with water once again. The late nights have been detrimental to my throat and health. The molecules consisting of 2 Hydrogen atoms and an Oxygen atom has been a great aid in preventing my vocal chords from degradation. The hallway is still quiet. There isn't anyone discussing on the latest update on the field, nor is there personnel rushing from room to room delivering various reports and documents.

The mechanical sound of the water-cooler dispensing water from its pipes, and into my bottle sounded loud for the very first time. I guess most of us are tired. The sacred art of sleeping while on duty without being caught has seemed to be the acceptable norm after a certain hour in the wee morning.

Hope. To look ahead with confidence. To wish and desire for something that hasn't come to pass. This little hope that's in everyone of us, a hope that all this will come to an end eventually. That everything will normalize soon. This whole episode has been dragging for too long, Until now, we are still waiting for the truth to be disclosed. And hope that all this isn't just a facade that's covering up another dramatic tale.

Looking at the other side of the coin, the experience and exposure has been fruitful. Taking a short break from the routine instructor role and to know and adapt to a different side of the organization. I thank God.

I make my way back to my cell though the quiet hallway, and my stomach starts growling.

Time for some bowl noodles :)

hmmm?

2008-04-09T06:37:00.001+08:00

I have lost track of time...

:)

to send

2008-04-07T17:22:00.003+08:00

click to enlarge...

Found

2008-04-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

So take me to a place

where I can see You face to face

and all I wanna do, all I wanna do

is worship You

So take me to a place

where I can see You face to face

and all I wanna do, all I wanna do

is worship You

Management Course "Lesson 2"

2008-04-05T22:53:00.001+08:00

A sales rep, administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'

'Me first! Me first!' says the administration clerk.
'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.' Puff! She's gone.

'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.' Puff! He's gone.

'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.

The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.

Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?

2008-04-05T00:16:00.001+08:00

Now I know why mums hide the cookie jar away from their children.

Baked cookies for the 2nd time last night. Filled up 2 medium sized containers. Brought one to camp this morning, and the other one at home.

When I reached home just now after reachlight, POOF !

All the cookies in the remaining container are gone. Except one. Haha!

The culprit is no other than my own brother!

Need to be at another camp tomorrow. Won't be back till sunday morning. Will be sleepwalking in church then. Hmmm.

Please pray for me for strength...

Mmmmmm...

Management Course "Lesson 1"

2008-03-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.

The wife quickly...

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aahhh

2008-03-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

Things you don't want to hear when you wake up in the middle of an operation...

"One little mistake, and your malpractice insurance goes through the roof."

"You dropped it? Now where the hell are we going to get another one of those?"

"The chart says I'm supposed to take out the left one. Is that my left, or his?"

"No one leaves until I find my pager."

"Is it supposed to be that color?"

"I said 'Type O,' and I don't care where you get it!"

"Anyone know where this brown thing goes?"

"Aw, jeez! Who has to tell the family this time?"

"Cover for me here. I gotta take this call."

"Could someone please get a mop?"

"I saw something worse in med school."

"I met his wife. Really cute. I think she likes me."

Adapted from http://www.louschuler.com

Chirp

2008-03-19T11:56:00.002+08:00

The weather's improving over the past few days, thank God. I can literally hear birds chirping outside my office. What a blessed day :)

Last week, i could remember on one of the nights, as I was taking a short stroll towards Elias mall, it reminded me of the times in South Korea, when the mercury level plunged. It was almost as cold as I were to turn on my air conditioning. Yep it was comfortable though. Tucking your hands into your pocket, enjoying the cold icy-like breeze, reflecting and thinking of life.

My vocal box is healing, thankfully. I can finally hear myself say a complete sentence. Sore throat isn't as bad as before, doesn't hurt as bad when i swallow. My febrile condition has been cured too.

Too many people around me have been falling sick recently, no thanks to the weather. Must remain prayerful!

I can't hear myself

2008-03-17T00:46:00.000+08:00

I have officially lost my voice by the end of today.

Sometimes its just irritating that one has to be restricted of certain privileges because one is ill.

Take me for example, slight fever with sore throat, yet I'm craving for a nice ramli burger and some fries!!! haha! I know its for my own good that I'm not supposed to be consuming such junk food.

But its a step of faith!!! A positive step to Act as if I'm not ill at all !! A step to be myself and behave how i would normally would, when I'm not sick!

Oh well.

Looking forward to a 4 day work week :)

"Keep me safe O God,
for in you I take refuge"
- Psalm 16:1 -

Confusion, stirring deep within,
Unable to express.
Compartmentalizing inner thoughts,
Sorting out the mess.

Bring on the coins

2008-03-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

"SMRT fined for Jan's 7-hour train disruption"

THE Land Transport Authority (LTA) has fined SMRT nearly $400,000 for causing severe disruption to train services betwen the Tanah Merah and Pasir Ris...

Operation: Early Bird

2008-03-09T07:47:00.002+08:00

Mission Brief:

OBJECTIVE:
To have a simple breakfast to obtain energy as to prepare oneself for the long day ahead.

The Fugitive

2008-03-07T23:58:00.004+08:00

Latest movie is out!! w00t!! Anyone wanna catch it with me later today?

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Slurp

2008-03-07T00:34:00.001+08:00

Who can safely say that they have went to Terminal 3 and have a nice hot cup noodles? :)

Facing reality is never easy.

Bang!

2008-03-06T20:50:00.005+08:00

"Police shot dead murder suspect in Outram MRT"

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Anyway...

2008-03-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

In my opinion, being in the army is an unhealthy journey to cultivate a good christian lifestyle. I mean, it could be possible... but...

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Gossip

2008-03-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

Something to think about from today's entry of our Daily Bread...

Much of our self-concept comes from others. The feedback of family and friends is vital in helping us discover our unique gifts. As followers of Christ, we are charged with making an honest, positive contribution to each other. We can apply the words of Paul to this critical process. “Let each one of you speak truth with his neighbor, for we are members of one another. . . . Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers” (Eph. 4:25,29).

Will be putting an effort to tame the tongue of mine in camp...

The Promise

2008-03-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

I know that lately
Things have been so hard...

Spoilt Clock

2008-03-02T03:00:00.002+08:00

Another week is almost over, the events of past 6 days will then be involved in the neural connections that aid in retaining information that one has experienced. The formation of Memories.

In life, memories are what we can hold on to, even after we've aged in the years to come.

Caught Dim Sum Dollies in the History of Singapore on Tuesday! It was a great way to end to end a working day with a spectacular comical musical performance. With its doses of parodies of life, certain policies in Singapore and our history, Serena, ShuHua and I sure did have quite a good laugh througout the night.

Duty on Thursday was tiring, as expected.

Also had a haircut and made new specs this week too!

Read some interesting comments over the net recently regarding the JI guy who's on the loose.

-> Put any anti-government activist on the streets and within minutes, police will arrive into the scene and surround him/her; However we put a limping man who (somehow) escaped from detention and he's still nowhere to be found even after more than 72 hours.

Hmmmm.

Attended Shu Fang's wedding the same day my duty ended. Talk about lack of sleep. Still managed to witness her special moment in the evening with my new specs and the jacket i bought. Still awaiting pics from Bel. Yep.

"The painful reality of loving someone over the years who doesn't love you back. To wake up from the dream and to realise the efforts were futile, to find the ability to get up and move on... its not easy."

Watched "The Leap Years" after ShuFang's wedding at 2.30am. A touching piece of drama that somehow am able to identity myself, in a way, with one of the characters.

Came back from a jog just now, but before that, our cell went to send Mervyn off at the airport. Was also my first time in Changi Airport Terminal 3. Before our farewell prayer was us crazy people acting like kids at Cheers, buying cup noodles, and taking pictures here and there.

Didn't get to know mervyn much the past month or so when he was in singapore, hope there could be opportunities next time when he's back. Yep. Envy him in a way, smart guy, able to study medicine abroad. Hope he'll back after his next semester with good results!

My biological clock is somewhat screwed up since Thursday. I think i'm supposed to be sleeping now :)

Run run away!

2008-02-29T13:44:00.002+08:00

Thanks to the Stupid JI guy who escaped from Detention, those on duty in camps now have to suffer even more!

Ended night duty today, and praise God, my direct superior is also from lighthouse! Saw him recently in reachlight, kinda suprised to know that we're in the same institute.

Exactly 100 absolute days more to ORD !!!

Ugh

2008-02-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

Prices of Wheat are soaring again! Ugh. this translate to an imminent rise to our "already-so-expensive" meals here in singapore.

Noodles, Ban Mian, Bread, Pizza... oh nooo...

Hidden Truth

2008-02-27T13:55:00.002+08:00

The ambiguity of blogs, just sometimes discourages me from posting/reading blog entries.

"Different reasons, Different purposes"

Grateful

2008-02-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

Praise God :)

My wallet is now back with me.

Went down to SMRT's bus depot at Yio Chu Kang this afternoon to collect the birthday gift from Lijia and Isabel gave last year for my 21st.

2 possible scenarios:

(A) It seems like someone found my wallet somewhere, boarded an SMRT bus, and left it in the bus. The wallet is then discovered by the bus captain.

(B) Someone found my wallet near the bus stop at Yishun (Around the area where I discovered it was missing), and gave it to the bus captain (to direct it to its company's Lost & Found) when the next bus arrived at that particular bus stop. (most buses that ply along yishun belong to SMRT)

Anyway, Whoever you are who found my wallet, I thank you :) Really appreciate your honesty. Because everything I have inside is still there, especially my 11B identity card.

"At all times I will bless him, His praises shall continuously be in my mouth..."
- Psalms 34 -

Back to Track

2008-02-25T17:33:00.001+08:00

Escaping the urban jungle that we dwell in, into the natural wildlife that God originally intended for Adam and Eve. With such a beautiful place to live in, with the companions of so many animals, and all the sweet delectable fruits in the garden.

Oh well. Pity that we can't enjoy all that now.

Praise God! The escape to ubin was great! Feels great to cycle over sandy terrains once again. It was a good break and exercise for my thigh muscles.

Conquering the steep gradients.

Intruders!! :)

Revealing roots.

lil crabs.

On a side note...

The Peeps from choir! (speedlight Hunger camp '08)

"Rehearsals will not be the same again..."

Hope

2008-02-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

A letter from SMRT.

Dear Mr. Eugene

Please be informed that a wallet belonging to you had been found onboard our bus.

Praise God!!!

Eh... but come to think of it...

I did not board an SMRT Bus on the day my wallet went missing.

Hmmm...

"But on the other side of every dying dream,
His love is waiting patiently"

Attempting to smile

2008-02-23T09:07:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when a situation goes wrong, we learn from it. We attempt to learn about the factors that contribute to the failure of the particular circumstance. But if these factors goes missing, or if they are not revealed to you, how are we to learn from the mistake?

Sian.

I apologize for my negativity and "I-have-no-mood" kind of attitude these past few days.

1) Lost my wallet, have no idea how or when it went missing.
2) An indirect superior almost made me to do last minute duty on Sunday, today itself!
3) Generally tired over all the long hours in camp and overnight exercises.

point 2 and 3 weren't too much of a factor in bringing my morale down. Its the first one that's the big blow. That wallet was a gift from Jia and Bel, something I treasure from good friends.

Oh well, without a wallet, there's always the small PowerPac Universal Travel Adaptor Pouch to hold my little amounts of cash and EZ-link card :)

Limit Break

2008-02-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

When one knows that an incoming examination paper is one month away, one would note the exact date and time of the paper, and perhaps record it in one's organiser and/or calender. Through this, one can be reminded of the incoming paper and is able to make neccesary arrangements and preparations prior to the examination. If one is unable to make it for the paper due to some other commitments, one would arrange with one's superior to take the examination on a different date, or one could attempt to change the date of the other commitment or reject the commitment completely. If so, one would inform the party responsible of the other commitment and inform that party that one is unable to attend. Because the examination is very important.

Pardon my blabber.

Oh well.

New Week Ahead!

2008-02-18T01:10:00.004+08:00

This saturday's Cell's cycling trip at Ubin / Chek Jawa :

Date
-> 23rd Feb 2008

Meeting time
-> 11.20am

Meeting Venue
-> Changi Village Bus Terminal, Alighting Berth

Recommended Inventories to bring
-> Cash (inclusive for lunch, dinner, bike rental, drinks)
-> Water Bottle
-> Extra Clothings to change into after the event
-> Towel
-> Mobile Cellular Communicator, with a activated SIM card inserted.

For a slightly more detailed plan, refer to the Exercise Plan of the conduct of the activity, by clicking on the link under the "Upcoming Events" section on your right.

I have to continuously to behave in faith. to behave in the manner where I am not sick. And to stop proclaiming that i'm ill. ROAR!

Some trainee in the past week have been coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking coughing and hacking non-stop during one of the pratical test I conducted. I think i might have caught the stupid Bug from him. Only 3 weeks ago i was cured from another case of bad cold! Ugh. Why is my immune system so compromised? Oh well. Going to have a good night sleep soon!

"Seeing you again with a smile,
as you walk down that aisle.
The memorable day may have passed,
but know that it'll not be the last."

Irritant

2008-02-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

One of the many reasons why i love my lil brother despite all that has happened.

Was reading my bible awhile back on my table. My brother came into my room, took my cordless phone and left. Passing by my parent's room, he said with a raised voice,

"Mummy! KorKor is reading the Qur’ān !"

Wa... thanks. haha.