Quest

Just got home not long ago, after spending the afternoon in church, and studying with Jared. Took a dinner break with church friends, had a little whirl at the arcade throwing balls, and sent dearie home.

Now I'm ending my night at home, with my macbook, playing a very old Hillsongs United Live CD, entitled "Everyday". And I simply love it. The original pioneer united live band, with simple instruments, simple yet meaningful lyrics. To bask oneself in God's instrumentals and music, is a perfect way to end the week, and prepare oneself for another round of challenge that's awaiting us later today.

I'm finally feeling the effect of working fulltime and studying parttime in its full entity. It is definitely not easy, and it is indeed draining. I need to re-prioritize and certain habits and lifestyle has to be compromised for me to continue in my challenging path. I shall not give this quest up, even though I know it'll be slightly demanding. Haha, it's sounding like a real-life RPG game.

Broke down on friday too. Had a bad day. Was angry at myself and disappointed too. Why? For my past mistakes that I made that its effect is taking its course. For my super judgmental spirit that I know I shouldn't have. For failing in my financial planning for the month. For having a quarrel with dad. Oh well.

All the ups and downs in this journey called life. I will continue to improve and be someone better. I will try. We all have to don't we? :)

Have a blessed week!

I will wait
Reach out my hands
before you
My Keeper, I will come running
Into your arms,
Its you I long for
With all my heart

I want to know you
You are all I want
I want to know you
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- Reuben Morgan -
- United Live: Everyday -