Moments

We are all selfish to a certain extent. Always wanting more than what's given to us during some points of our lives.


Take time for an example.

During our busy times during work, time seems to fly past pretty quickly when one is constantly involved in a certain project or task. And I like that.

But when one is having an memorable moment with loved ones, time seems to cheat on us, as a 3 hour moment can suddenly feel like an half-an-hour moment. This phenomena keeps on recurring somehow whenever I'm with my dearest. And I dislike it.

"Moments remind me
why we're together,
how amazing you are,
and how my life
just makes more sense
with you in it."

germination

"in war, there is no real victor"
- Red Cliff II -

That is another reason why I choose to avoid conflicts whenever possible. Although conflict resolutions through certain fights and misunderstandings do strengthen the relationship of the parties involved, there comes a certain risk where prideful parties ensue conflicts with the intentions of domination or the refusal of abandoning/admitting their negativities. Looking around the world today, one would wonder when the next volcano would erupt and engulf this place we call "home".




I'm supposed to studying for my Basic Theory. And I ponder if im supposed to write notes or draw out flow charts / mindmaps like how I might do for a Science subject. Haha.





Knowing that a fellow brother has turned back to Christ really made my night today. I know back years ago, I did not really look after my planted seed very well, I neglected it for a long time, and perhaps, i guess, it was due to my lack of knowledge in that particular area during that period. But I thank God, the seed was still intact, and it has finally underwent germination again after years of dormancy, with the help of another member in christ whom I do not know. Thank you.


Everyday, I shall learn something new...


Have a blessed night everyone :)